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I Miss You
I miss you. I wish you could be here to see how I am, so that I could call you and tell you how much I love you. I wish there were a lot of things that I don’t have, especially you.
Ever since you left, — not died, you never died, you are so alive right now,—- but ever since you left this place, this godforsaken awful place, my life has been empty. I don’t feel connected to my family. I didn’t call Auntie H on her birthday today. I didn’t care to, I’m sorry. I don’t want to have any spiritual connection, it makes me sad. I wish I could. I wish I didn’t miss you so much. I wish I could let go, but ever since you went away I’ve been stuck. I love you so much. If only it were just as if you didn’t know how to use technology, and I couldn’t take a plane ride to where you used to live. I wish I could see you one last time, healthily. I wish. But now I’m crying and I hope you’re here, somewhere, anywhere. At least that way you’d still be. I will never forget you.
RIP
